|I just had to use this writing as my feature|
Even 3 a.m. Reminds Me of YouI keep finding pieces of youEven 3 a.m. Reminds Me of You by BlueIV
Long after I stopped looking and
It's the little things--
(You know, the ones that are loudest when they
say nothing at all.)
--That has my heart straining to forget.
I've tried too many times
To bury that sweatshirt that I never
Got around to giving back, in the very
Bottom of my closet.
It always seems to make its way back
To my bed;
Though I don't dare wear it
In fear of discovering that the smell of you
Has left me as quickly as you
I take the long way
Just to get to my next class
Because running into you
And seeing my heart hung about your
Neck, could make
My determination waver.
I'm trying to make this easy for you even
If it's harder on me.
I know that you would never hurt me
But you're burning me
And you may not know it
But you are
And it's the reminders of you
That has me scared that one day,
You'll forget about me
When I know I won't be able to
Recall anything else.
you told me it was differentI can hold my breath for over a minute,you told me it was different by sunshinegypsy
I know the exact shape of my hipbones.
I am practicing
My lover calls in the dark of the night;
for me it always happens like this, no long courtship,
just the knowing, intimately,
the changes of days, the words bursting from
my chest - I know the shape of your heart, it is
in my heart.
I am practicing peeling my ribs back, there is a cave
beneath, but you are not afraid,
you are reading me the poem you wrote, fumbling the
unfamiliar words, you are writing the poem as if you did not know
as if you were speaking for
the first time.
Cut the lightsShe's dancing in the rain as the moon shines through thick crystal..Cut the lights by ParallelOpposite
She's scrubbing her skin raw with strobe lights as they shine in the dark.
They shine rainbows only for her.
She's told me, I wish I could see them too.
The red bar-codes on her arms won't wash away tonight.
No matter how hard she scrubs, they still remain.
If she ever did succeed in scrubbing them away, she knows they would tattoo them right back on her a slice at a time.
She knows the bar codes prove she's theirs.
She's a part of them. She hates it.
Dripping dew down her back, she knows its just another day.
Just another dance and another set of tears on her porcelain skin.
She's crying coal now.
She knows tomorrow it will be the same routine...
But next week...
Next week it will be a change. She knows it will be a change.
She looks forward to it. She's planned it for years as she's sat and watched her dreams slip away off the dock into the sea...
She knows they meant nothing to nobody.
Breaking heartYour breaking your own heartBreaking heart by ParallelOpposite
From here on out
I'm breaking my soul
With words I can't forget about
A thousand letters
With a hundred words
Fill countless pages
Of things unheard
I waited forever
it's your turn
To watch as I go
But what will you learn?
Nothing and everything
Pain and sorrow
Youll wait everyday
Don't look back on tomorrow
The rivers let loose
My worlds caving in
Just another empty
I'm breaking my own heart
From here on out
Looking for love
In a single doubt
So as most people have noticed with me i have once again been inactive...fail
The reasoning is simple:
2) College (try to use all my time to get A's LOL)
3) Need to update my pc (this is where the job helps )
Welp thats mostly it. I will mention i am enrolled in 2 art classes that takes alot of my time compared to other classes because i want to work the best i can on the art pieces. But omgggggggggggzzzzzzzz do i get bored with it. Ok not so much bored as in i want to do something different other then spending hours and hours each day working on the same piece.... i mean i do enjoy it bc it is art. so i will always love doing it. Its just when you dont have free time everything... eeeverything will make you annoyed that you dont have free time. I literally have to sleep at a friends house to hang with them just in the morning for a few hours. LOL
But thats it
Any questions about me just ask |
Current Residence: your closet helping you come out XD
deviantWEAR sizing preference: >> psh XXL!!!!!!!! OR XXXL!!!!!
Favourite genre of music: anything!!! but nm rap at all >>
Favourite style of art: Mine >>?
Operating System: milk! i operate on milk!!!
MP3 player of choice: Ipod
Shell of choice: noodles?? wat??
Wallpaper of choice: abstract!!
Skin of choice: um i kinda like my skin >>? i cant really change it *pinches self*
Personal Quote: "What i say is not what i mean and what i mean is not what i say" ~by me :]